So today in class (women’s health) the lecture was about abortion. I’m pretty sure in the beginning of the lecture (because of the type of course & the discussions that were going on), I was the only one who was pro-life. Towards the end, everyone still had their opinion but I left confused.

My thing has always been, who am I to tell women what to do with their bodies? No one is pro abortion. It’s called pro-choice. I’m don’t want to say i’m pro-choice but I don’t want to make decisions for other women… if that makes sense.

This may sound hypocritical but I used to be the type of person who was strongly pro-life but then I knew in the back of my head if I accidentally did something at my age (17), I would allow myself to look at every option I have. I wouldn’t go through with an abortion but I would want to know what all my options are.

I am torn between my religion & just… me I guess. What I believe. I don’t know. 

Lost my USF ID card = excuse to stalk people into my building of residence, eat donuts & drink coke all day lol.

I feel like I ruined it. It’s been a while since i’ve had any alcohol. Tonight, I just threw all that work away. I want to tell myself that it was just one shot but I can also pour myself a whole cup & say “It’s only one cup”… 

I was with a group of friends planning my 18th birthday & the subject of alcohol came up. I’m 17 so a lot of people are eager to take me out clubbing because i’m considered a baby at this university. 

I know you guys probably think this is all wrong. My thought process is that I am turning 18 & I just want to finally get it over with. I won’t be doing anything wrong. I’m going with an awesome group of people my first time & I really trust them.

I would be happy to get your input on this. Most people wouldn’t think twice about doing this on their 18th birthday. Is it a big deal or not? 

My mom is making me cancel my lease. Darn! She doesn’t feel comfortable about it anymore. First time signing a lease & first time breaking one. Wooohooo! /:

Oh well. I know things will work out for the better. My birthday is in 39 days!!

ummm I feel like i’ve been hacked or something… No biggy. off to change my password.

I really like this sorority! They an awesome group of women. They’re very chill & accepting. I don’t know them too well yet but I feel like they’re the best group of women I’ve met on campus. I didn’t feel pressured, nervous, or out of place. I didn’t fake laugh or feel like I had to be something i’m not. I’ve decided to go through with getting to know them more. This may be it!!! =D Thank you Jesus!

I’m seventeen years old & I just signed a lease!!! OMG I feel like things are moving so fast. My mom wasn’t even there… I guess this is part of growing up. 

I have a sorority event tonight & I can’t shake the nerves from signing my lease. God, please help me through this.

Trying to take an exam out in my living room/POD….

I live on the touring floor & two tours have passed by so far.

“OMG it’s a real college student sitting there! Do you like it here?”

-_-

“Uhh Real great.. I have 15 mins left on this exam… bye!”